That's right everyone I came to the shocking conclusion this past weekend that I am no longer a part of the young crowd, at least the one I was thinking of myself in. I've gone from being in the young CYC group to the older CYCers or even beyond them and it was a little strange of a realization for me.
This past weekend was the Youth Summit at the LA Hall, which was an awesome weekend and anyone who didn't or couldn't go should get a copy of the audio when it's available on www.cycresource.com, and talking about everything there, seeing people not much older than me married with their first child was the first notice to me. But ironically the biggest one was hanging out afterwards an seeing several of my friends, who were older than me (meaning all over 21) and had other people driving them home, standing around drinking beers together talking about the topics from the Youth Summit.
Now I'm not saying it was a bad think for them to do, I mean it's legal for them and they weren't going to have to drive home afterward, but it just sort of clashed against my view of the world a little bit, making realize that instead of everyone having a soda and joking over video games or something wasn't always going to be the thing we do. I guess what ultimately caused me to be taken aback by what I saw was that when I'm at school I'm used to hearing people talk about going out drinking after work or a party of some kind and always kinda connected the whole scene to something people in the "world" did and wasn't something I would necessarily associate myself with. However, Matt Jones brought a good point out to me that as long as you're not drinking them down for the sake of drinking and that if you talking about the Truth or a lecture you've just been to that it sorta is the same as when everyone was younger and we all drank some soda after a class.
So I guess you would classify this weekend as a bit of an epiphany for me. The feeling I had could only be similar to when I first started working at my old elmentary school, helping out in classrooms and stuff and the wierd feeling I had the first couple times I went into the Teachers Lounge, which for a while I didn't hink was right casue I was still in the student mind-set about it. Now I go in there with everyone else and it doesn' feel strange at all, so I imagine that this thing this weekend will eventually pass and the soda and video games will be replaced with the older equivilant.
I just thought I'd share this with you all and see what you thought, have you ever had something like this where your mindset about something or an activity clashed with what is now "normal" for everyone to do? Or have you ever had a vivid moment where you could really tell you had entered a different period in your life? Comment if you want, if not God be with you and keep you safe until we are together in Zion.
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